trouble maker

life is fun!
we play variety of roles in our life.

I am a daughter.
I am a friend.
I am a student.
I am a grandchild.
I am a senior.
I am a sister.
I am a brother.
I am a neighbour.
I am a client.
I am a consumer.
I am a listener.
I am a speaker.
I am a presentor.
I am a free thinker.
and so on and on......

I like to play those roles in my life, I enjoy them!
Every second , every minute, I try my best to be the best of me!

but.....
I hate to be.....a trouble maker.......

If the appearance of me cause the trouble and make you recall all your hurts...
then I think I am the perfect trouble maker. ( never success like this before =D)
Why it is so hard for me to bring you hapiness?

or.....happy always come with hurt?

first day without you

u are here for me, i can touch u and feel u
but why i feel like i am in my dream?
I knw , I will wake up finally.
I wish , Not to wake up.

But u , wake me up.

U have stress from ur job
I have stress from my study
I thought we can share n face it together

But u reject
U prefer to face it by urself
U only wan to make me happy

But dear, I wish to go through every moment with u
no matter is the happy moment
or
the sad moment

U wish to have a perfect start
U wish to give me a perfect memory

But u knw wat i wish?
I just wish a simple start

My dear,
sometime love shouldnt have so much rational thinking
Love,
is a feeling,
Planning too much....is a dealing but not a love