Sunday, May 31, 2009

How you use ur words?


I just cant take my eyes off from her.

I cant get rid of the habit that I have in my uni life, I just cant smooth the frown on my forehead.

She is a skinny girl. She never stop from walking here and there, cleaning the tables and delivering beverages to customers.

How old is she? Why she is here? What the heck she is doing here? 
She should in school in this hour! I have a lot of questions in my mind. She should have her education in school instead of being a waitress in this hawker center!

Well....It might be not polite to stare at her along the way, but I just cant help myself.

Before I left, I found that she is mute, she cant talk.
huh.....okay....this really messed up my mind. Thousand of feeling went through my mind. 

We should appreciate that we can talk. We should take this gift to express our feeling to others. She cant use any verbal way to express her feeling....

Why we seldom tell those we love " I love you." 
Why we seldom say " Thank you " 
Why we seldom say " Sorry "

Why we always use harsh words to hurt those we deeply in love.
Why we always create rumours to ruin reputation of others.
Why we always remain silent when talking is a necessary.

Let's ask yourself , 
do you have a single conversation with your daddy today?
do you ask your parents " How's your day " today?
Do you? Have you? Why dont you ask? Why?



Saturday, May 30, 2009

Finally....this is the truth


The house is extremely silent. The only sound that surrounding the house comes from my laptop.

With my shaking hands and wrenching heart, I cant believe what I see at the moment. 

My eyes are covered by mist.I read his blog repeat and repeat again. 4 times. I read it 4 times....again and again....

I had a total of 5 dates last year.........all…horribly twisted......... " what?! I cant believe our precious  memories is a ....horribly twisted memories for him. ...halo? let's make it clear who messed the thing up!?

I think I can never understand him. He always mysterised himself.

I have been finding many excuses to make a happy ending for our story without really listening to my friends cruel but true opinions. 

I liked him so much, Bastard! 4 months ago.

Thanks you. Really.
I accepted the truth.